Trial-Trigger

We never fell to hopes We only fell apart We never let it rise It never got past the start We never got past the start.. Perhaps I wasn't meant to bloom Perhaps I wasn't made for this Maybe I was just for guard I'm not meant for bliss I owe my thanks to those who've tried Owe them the start And the nights I've cried I owe them a sigh But not my heart I'll leave them the start The start of the lie I see now that it's not meant to be Be done with this charade and thee I don't want to cry for someone who won't cry for me My walls should hold only me, I see I'm tired of protecting, praying Saying all I wish is your staying